Friday, February 20, 2009

100 but not enuff.......

001. Name → adam aldine
002. Nickname(s)→ adam
004. Zodiac sign → capricorn
005. Male or female → male
006. Elementary → tadika KEMAS
007. Middle School → SKPJ
008. High School → SMKAW, SMKTM, SESTER
009. College School → KMK,uitm
010. Hair color → black
011. Long or short → short
012. Loud or Quiet → depends
013. Sweats or Jeans → jeans
014. Phone or Camera → phone with camera
015. Health freak → all the time
016. Drink or Smoke? → none
017. Do you have a crush on someone? → yes
018. Eat or Drink → both
019. Piercings → none
020. Tattoos → none


FIRSTS:

023. First piercing →never
024. First best friend → reen, syaza, ecah, ayu, nolly, Q
025. First award → can't recall
26. First crush → standard 6
027. First pet → miki
028. First big vacation → bangkok, chiang mai, pattaya in a month
030. First big birthday → never(who cares anyway)


CURRENTLY:

049. Eating → butterscotch bread
050. Drinking → plain water
052. I'm about to → sleep
053. Listening to → supermassive black hole
054. Plans for today → go swimming then MP
055. Waiting for → the right one

YOUR FUTURE:

058. Want kids? → a lot
059. Want to get married? → yes, after 30
060. Careers in mind → supermodel


WHICH IS BETTER IN THE BOY/GIRL YOU LIKE?

068. Lips or eyes → eyes
070. Shorter or taller? → taller
072. Romantic or spontaneous → both
073. Nice stomach or nice arms → both
074. Sensitive or loud→ less for both
075. Hook-up or relationship → relationship
076. Trouble maker or hesitant → neither both


HAVE YOU EVER:

080. Lost glasses/contacts → plenty
081. Ran away from home → no way
082. Held a gun/knife for self defense → yeah
083. Killed somebody → if it's innocent
084. Broken someone's heart → unluckily yes
085. Been arrested → never
087. Cried when someone died → yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

089. Yourself → always
090. Miracles → sometimes
091. Love at first sight → yes
092. Heaven → yes.
093. Santa Claus → may b
094. Tooth Fairy→ never
095. Kiss on the first date→ yes


ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

097. Is there one person you want to be with right now → yes,
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → nope, but i'm grateful to reach this stage
099. Do you believe in God → 100%
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 20 people→ no






i juz pick this up from my friend's page.....
so the numbering is wrong....
not because i dont know how to count, but i juz want it to be that way(actually too lazy to renumber).

Thursday, February 19, 2009

tree


It is a windy afternoon,
The sun is over the moon,
Firmly standing, there you are,
Under the moon, under the star,
Your hands never stopped waving,
Your fingers never stopped growing,
Follow the rhythm of the wind blowing,
You never move, never walk, never step,
Toes in the ground, that’s how you’re attached,
Stormy day, don’t scare you,
Apart of the nature, that’s you,
Green is the sign that you’re strong,
Whatever comes in the way, you hold yourself down,
Thousands of wrinkles on your skin,
Dark, coarse and hideous yet graceful and lovely,
Under your shades, I sit,
The place where lovers come to meet,
Thousand years you live,
Millions of history you watched,
You keep the world spinning,
You keep the circle going,
In autumn you’re sick, in winter you’re dead,
In spring you’re back, in summer you’re blessed.













It’s not easy. Nothing is easy in this life and it will always be so until the end of the world. We are given five senses and some are gifted with six but still we are unable to do things perfectly well. What is wrong with us? Interesting question to be asked but how can we determine the cause is a mystery that we are all still try to find. Is it in you? Or me? Or person next to you who knows the answer? We never know.
This week we played a little game in the class. We had to pair up and one of us will have to cover our eyes. The tables were arranged haphazardly and our partner will be waiting for us across the class. We need to listen to the instruction from our partner to get across the class through the haphazardly arranged tables. It was fun and interesting but at the same time we learn bout using our other senses if we lose any one of the five senses that we have. So, the class was about our senses and I love it because I’m a very sensitive person (at least that’s what I feel).
Well just like other classes before, we had something to do again in this class. We were asked to write a poem describing something that we chose but we cannot mention the name of the thing in our poem. At first, we found it quite hard to write it but as we slowly move on, we managed to write the draft. I chose to write on tree. I managed to finish writing the draft early so I quickly went to show it to Ms. Yates. I think my poem is quite simple and easy to understand (which is so me). Thank God, Ms. Yates had not said that much about my poem except there are a few parts which I have to improve and add some more here and there to make the poem long. She also asked me to add more the characteristic of tree in my poem so that the poem will be more understandable and interesting. I used a lot of personification in the poem because I think, that’s the best way to make my poem is readable and easy to understand. Que struggled a lot to finish the poem and this was my first time to see him working that hard to do assignment and too bad he was criticized badly by Ms. Yates (constructive of course).
I felt happy today because I did well for the poem. Oh! Before I forget, I chose to write about tree because for me, trees are useful and they contribute to people’s life a lot. I wanted to be like the trees. They are always there to help people and they are willing to sacrifice themselves for others benefit. May be I was born as a tree in my previous life. Who knows! =)




i'm a tree.







mwahxxxx


~~adam~~

r we safe?

It's not so easy lovin' me
It gets so complicated
All the things you gotta be
Everything's changing
But you're the truth
I'm amazed by all your patience
Everything I put you through
And when I'm about to fall
Somehow you're always waiting
Your open arms to catch me
You're gonna save me from myself
From myself, yes
You're gonna save me from myself
My love is tainted by your touch
Well some guys have shown me aces
But you got that royal flush
I know it's crazy every day
Well tomorrow may be shaky
But you never turn away
Don't ask me why I'm crying
'Cause when I start to crumble
You know how to keep me smiling
You always save me from myself
From myself, myself
You're gonna save me from myself
I know it's hard, it's hard
But you've broken all my walls
You've been my strength, so strong
And don't ask me why I love you
It's obvious your tenderness
Is what I need to make me
A better woman To myself
To myself, myself
You're gonna save me from my
Myself


*Christina Aguilera*






This is a very powerful song to me. I listen to this song over and over again and I never get bored listening to this song. The wordings are just perfect. It is a song that a woman sing to her husband that has made her life better than it was before. She feels safe with the man and she appreciates what he has done for her to make her who she is now.
I know this song is sung by a woman but as a human being, I believe that I have the right to sing it to my loved one who has been there all the time for me to cherish the joy and to share the sadness. It never was and never will be easy to live alone in this world and to have someone who loves us just the way we are, priceless.
To my love, even you do not know how much I love you, but trust me, I will always love you just as much as you love me. ♥
hurmmm........sentimental n romantic....they r juz in me....my close friends(u r one of them reen) said that i can make people melt for me easily....i dont hav to say a word, juz some move that i make is enuf to make people give their heart away to me. i dont know how far is the truth but i never tried...well u know how karma works........i dont want to hurt people bcoz i dont wanna b hurt(even i get hurt many times b4).i dont mind....better 4 me to remain patient n there will always good thing come in my way. yeah good things like good exam result, or good friends, or good allowance from my parents(i'm talking bout u both mom n dad) n good siblings (yeahh all my SISTERS) n good lecturers (even i'm not teacher's pet) n good health n good body figure(i know i need to lose some more weight n work out) n there r so much more good things to come my way.....(hopefully).....
but u know life isnt all about good n beautiful, bear in mind that there will always bad n 'ugly' things to happen in life(GOD take them away from me).
no matter how hard we try to avoid them there r juz there rite in front of us, waiting for us to pick them up. arghhhh i wish i can b safe all the time but even if i have 100 bodyguards on my side (hopefully all of them r hot n hot n hot) still there's no guaranty that i'll b safe from all the bad n 'ugly' stuff.
anyway, life goes on n this is me. hurt n survived n hopefully i will always b so.....
daaaaaaaaa
mwahxxx
~~adam~~

i always KNOW!!!!!!!

I am a boy who knows what he wants in life and at least I won’t regret the decision that I have made.
It was my 22nd birthday last 19th January. One year older I am and I am grateful to the Merciful for giving me another year to live in even I have to go through lots of turbulence. That how life is and should be and will always be and all we can do is to live it to the fullest, our way. It’s been a year of challenge and strives for me last year. I broke up, I dated few people, gain and lose weight, get injured and get healed, and a lot more that I think need not to be listed here. If I were to list those things that have happened to me in years back, I’m going to need to write a novel bout it. “Years of Triumphs and Turbulences”. That does not sound that bad at all. May be one day soon, after I managed to get all my dreams come true, I should write a book on that title. And I’m sure I will have to remember all the things that I have learnt in this class.
No birthday celebration for me and I’m quite puzzled why did not I want to celebrate it. I am not a Mormon, that’s for sure. May be because I have never ever celebrated my birthday and that makes me less interested to celebrate it (last year did not count because my aunt hold a surprise party for me). The worst part is, I don’t know how to celebrate it. My friends asked me to throw a party but I don’t know how to do it. Well I watched ‘My Super Sweet 16” on MTV but that’ll be too much for me to do. Hurmmm it’s ok. I’m going to try to have it next year but at the age of 23, will that be fine? We’ll see how it is going to be. I’m thinking of beach party on my birthday. Yes, beach sounds fun and I love fun stuff and one person that can’t be excluded is Querina (you know who that person is Ms. Yate). He’ll be the party kicker and I’m going to make sure that he’ll be there on that party because I am having a surprise for him. Oh, I love surprises and hopefully he’s going to love it more than I do. =P
well anyway, bday is the last thing that in my list that i wanna celebrate. well it's not i dont appreciate my birth to the world but i juz hav no i dea what to do on my bday. supposedly i had my 21st bday celevration grand and happening but since i broke up wif A, so i didnt celebrate it. how to celebrate bday?may b there is someone who writes a book on that subject. u know 4 a dummy like me, of course there are few more like me( i really wish there are except mormon)hahaahhha.....hurmm i guess i'm juz gonna buy a slice of cake for myself n eat it in my room and sing a bday song for myself......classic me.....alone, homey n eccentric....hey at least i live my life the way i want it.....lame!!!!!!
it's ok.....(to whom did i say that?)hahahahhaaa
my life is mine and no one can ever ruin it.
...............i live the i want so u guys out there(even u'r not reading this blog) don mess with me!!!!!(with a smile)