what am i????

i wonder......what am i????

hey, i 'm so much alive. i'm so damn loving this skin. i cant wish for more than this. i'm blessed, thank God. Alhamdulillah.

as i'm living this life for more than two decades since then, i think i met quite a big number people n i believe, people r born to b different from each other. like me, i'm eccentric, plain, average n wuteva.....well there r so many type of people out there that has so mch thing to learn bout them. like native people, urban, rural, teenagers, elderly, kids n a lot more to b listed n it takes foever for us to understand every single person on this earth. like me myself, a teenage.student.working student.degree student.a son.only son in the family.rural family.too much to classify bout me...i can b in many groups that belongs to the society. so actually what am i?huhuhu i myself r now wondering what am i. i lived on this earth more than 21 years but still cant figure it out what am i.people out there, do u know what u r?hav u ever wondered why r u all here?what should we b doing?when should we act?when will we b terminated?what should we achieve in our life?i dont know whether these question has ever crossed ur mind but for me, these questions kinda bothering me, well may b not bother but they almost everyday come across my mind n it makes me think bout what is my life worth for. what should i contribute?to whom should i contribute?when should i contribute n most of all when will i b stopped from contributing. life's short but there r too many things to do.sleeping alone need at least 6hours a day.left 18 hours.having meal at least 3 hours in total. working from 8 to 5p.m already 9 hours.left 6 hours. spending time wif family, resting, watching news, entertainment.n that's it.is that life is all about?hurmmm looks like we hav to optimized our time.every single second is too precious to b wasted. not much we can do bout it. so far no device to stop the time but in the future no idea.,ay b there'll b time machine or anti ageing pills that can stop ageing n make people live longer.but there'll b a lot of things will b unbalance.if there r too many people on earth, the space will b very limited.huhhhhhh(sigh)....life is complicated.but we cant sit back n juz follow what life has brought us to.we must at least try to chase the time(dont stop the time coz u can never do so) n accomplish as much thing as u can in ur life si that ur life will b more precious n every day in ur life, u'll hav something to remember. it might b small but still u hav something in a day that makes u think bout it n say to urself, "i made it"........so guys let's start thinking bout what r we, bcoz only that question can make u think of what r u going to do....

start thinking now!!!!!!

mwahxxx

~~adam~~